its amazing how normal i can look showered, dressed nice, make up, hair done. looking at a stranger in the mirror, outside looks great, inside is a bloody hot train wreck of a mess. no one would know. i definitely dont look like i feel, though, yes, I admit it, getting dressed did lift my mood a bit. big afternoon on the town, the pharmacy. maybe i can even hit something else like… the grocery store. theres a little social pub right by the drugstore, maybe i can even eat something, wouldn’t that be special. better not push my luck. maybe take out Whole Foods.