{June 8, 2012}   Depression sux

I feel sort of pathetic. I thought going for dinner might be a good thing. Somewhere with some noise, entertainment, keep me occupied. No. Bad idea. I’m anxious, fidgety and even a belly dancer (yes, belly dancer and drunk Japanese tourists) are not enough. I need to go home. I walked here so walking home will be good.
Baby steps. Belly dancers not a baby step.
I also didnt eat. The whole menu made me want to throw up. I’ve had two drinks and picked at some bread.
Yes. I am also hiding in the bathroom.
Depression sucks.

Pathetic. I do that to myself too… But, you know what?! You definitely got up and went there. That sounds like a realistic baby step to me! You did that!! Keep walking!

hope + laughter

I thought depression was fun! 😛 totally kidding!

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