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{June 13, 2012}   Energy.

I have to say I feel pretty pathetic with myself. I’m sitting at my work bar saying into space, seriously just absorbing the noise and energy. I must look like some lonesome cougar. I don’t want to talk to anyone I just need to feel, is that a weird concept. Just need the noise around me because home will be stifling. But I know it weird, and I feel weird needing it. I tried calling some gal pals but everyone has freakin kids.
I figure another hour and I can leave. Then I won’t have too much time home alone.

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